Do you believe in something beautiful?

 I am gaining weight.
It's no joke, everyone can see it.
I am not as little as I was when school started. 
It kills me to know that. 


I am going to lose weight.
God, I am I going too.

The only time I was ever happy was when I was losing weight.
And I want to be happy again. 


It starts today. 


And I promise you I won't go crazy this time.
I swear I won't. 

 Since xanga sucks and is filled with "pro-ana" sites, I am done with that.
I decided to make one of these stupid things.


Anyway.
Today was okay.
Honestly, it was just another day. 
Those come more and more often.
It makes me a tad bit sad. 

But hey, whatever.
I rocked the ODB shirt and that made me feel pretty good.
And the fact that Veronica brought me Starbucks is always a plus. 


Now, I am off to a travial job that I can't stand for 7.50 an hour to have people either flatter me or yell at me. 
Ah, it's the corporate life for you. 



goodbye.